Not cut out for this - it hurts too bad
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Not cut out for this - it hurts too bad
| Wed, 12-02-2009 - 3:46pm |
AP and I haven't been doing this very long, though we've been friends for a very long time. He is in this just for sex and so was I, but I think I'm starting to have feelings. I am jealous of his R with his W, and other things. I don't ever tell him that, of course.

Confused -
Welcome to EAS! I'm sure the veterans here will extend a more formal welcome, but I wanted to let you know that you arent' alone and that you have support here.
Confused,
First of all, welcome to EAS. If you decide to get out of your A, it's a great place to get support.
Second...END IT NOW! The longer you stay in it, the more memories you will have and the more ick-moments you'll never be able to undo. I so much wished I'd let him go the FIRST time we "broke up". That was at about 7 months and now 5 years later, I have a lot of pain and memories to deal with.
It only gets harder...
I don't think many people ARE cut out for affairs.