Not looking back anymore!
Find a Conversation
| Thu, 06-03-2004 - 9:54am |
I wanted to share the way in which I believe the obsession was lifted: I prayed. Everytime I wanted to feel melancholy or started to miss the XMM I asked my higher power to please get me through the feeling. It works! It's only been about 3 1/2 months and I feel such incredibly clarity with where I am right now. I can only credit the work of my higher power, because I know that on my own I would have gone right on missing him and thinking about him and fighting with myself about contacting him. I needed some stronger power in my life to get me through this.
The universe has answered my prayers, and I'm feeling really good about the way it all ended up. I've been able to see my XMM for what he really was and the A for what it really was, and most importantly, I've been able to see my DH and my marriage for what they really are. This clarity was difficult to achieve and it took alot of work, but I feel like I got there.
I just wanted to send stay strong vibes to all of you, with a reminder that you may not be able to stay strong on your own power... Love, Mo.

