Now why the hell did I do that for?

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Registered: 05-02-2005
Now why the hell did I do that for?
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Fri, 05-27-2005 - 2:37pm

Okay it has been one full month that I have had no contact with my ex MM.

Now why then did I pick up the phone and call him just to see if he is okay??

Thank god I got voice mail,,,,,damn it is hard to have a big heart and still care about someone who has hurt the most profoound part of your heart and soul.

Okay where s the stupid sign, I am HAPPY without him, so why do I still care?

Kyme

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Registered: 03-02-2005
Fri, 05-27-2005 - 2:49pm
You care because you are a good woman. I don't think it is wrong to care. The problem starts when you do things that you know are wrong. You have gone for a month, a little back patting is in order. GOOD JOB!!!! Now go for another month. With each month that goes by you become stronger and more committed to doing what is right for you. You may always care about XMM and that is OK. It becomes wrong when you use that as an excuse to do something you know you shouldn't. Stay strong!