NUMB...will it ever get better??
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NUMB...will it ever get better??
| Thu, 08-12-2010 - 12:52pm |
I’ve been posting here a lot these days because I have been flooded with several emotions (as you all understand).

Hi CG4S,
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Sounds like it would have been better to give him some info. on meds to control his sudden onset of Turrets in lieu of an email.
Ok so question about the email you sent. Did your T recommend you send the emo email or the apology?
Bottom line you cannot control how he acts. You can only control how you act. No more emo emails all just business from here on out.
Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.
You know what - you are so right. WHO CARES why he acts the way he acts, clearly the man has issues, for real!!
I can't worry anymore what he thinks about me, why he acts the way he acts, why he makes me feel as if I was the one who S*IT all over him, why he can't even just get along for work purposes.
I am done with it all; no more trying to make things "right" as far as helping him out on something (unless he asks me), no more giving a rats a$$ anymore!!!!!!
Clearly HE needs to grow up, HE is the one with the issues, HE is the one who HURT ME and HE is the one who can't handle "it".
BTW, loved your comments here -
I hope today is going better for you than yesterday. Your last question, "Why is he acting this way?" is one I think we all struggle with and the answer is that it doesn't matter.
Thank you for your words. I just posted something new titled "he just twisted the knife" ..... I'm a wreck right now, so very hurt, more then I ever was.
I want to go home but can't becuase another gal left early for the day.
Never been so hurt before.