Oh the depths of despair

iVillage Member
Registered: 05-06-2010
Oh the depths of despair
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Thu, 11-18-2010 - 2:31pm

Can somebody please be my brain for me right now? Today is an overwhelmingly sad/depressing day for me.

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-01-2010
Thu, 11-18-2010 - 2:43pm

(((feeling)))

You make perfect sense, sweetie. I am pretty much in the same boat. Not strong enough right now to tackle the marital woes. Great H but he doesn't (and may never be able to) help fill some of my voids. Great guy, great roommate. Not a soulmate and not even a "friend" that I share things with. We just peacefully exist. Is this all there is??

Like you, xAP made me feel soooooo ALIVE again. It was wrong in every sense, but I miss the feelings I had while involved with him. I just know (or have to believe) I can get/find those feelings from a healthier source. Skydiving?? LOL.

Much internal works needs to be done. I think there are several other MW on this board who are in the same boat with regards to their Ms. Perhaps we all need to get together for a commiserating therapy session.

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
iVillage Member
Registered: 10-20-2009
Thu, 11-18-2010 - 3:15pm

Sweetie, I just wish I could be with you to hold, comfort and cry with you.

BE the change that you want to see in the world! Life loves me and I love life! <3
iVillage Member
Registered: 10-14-2010
Thu, 11-18-2010 - 3:20pm

((((((FEELIN))))))))

Your word despair - tells me how AWFUL you're feeling right now.

God Bless Your poor little heart <3

As a single woman, I can't say much about

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
iVillage Member
Registered: 01-30-2006
Thu, 11-18-2010 - 4:01pm

First order of busines...you and I both need to change our negative monikers!!

Second, you made me cry too!

iVillage Member
Registered: 05-06-2010
Thu, 11-18-2010 - 5:30pm

Thank you all for your words of encouragement.

As is the case with most,

iVillage Member
Registered: 05-15-2010
Thu, 11-18-2010 - 8:12pm

I am sorry to hear you are hurting.

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-16-2010
Sat, 11-20-2010 - 5:51am

feelinlousy,

I'm amazed at how similar our stories are, in many ways.

My H is a good father and a great H, but is so, so distant that i almost feel invisible sometimes. I