Oh It's Hard!

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Registered: 07-25-2003
Oh It's Hard!
Mon, 03-29-2004 - 1:23pm
I had to email XMM this morning re: the non profit work we do. I heard back from him--twice--about not much of anything at all. All i want to do is ask him: how was Miami? Did you think of me? What did you do? How are you? But i came to this board instead and won't.

I pray that someday i will not have the desire and urge to hear from him. I only don't know when that day will be. It will be easier when i am not involved in this non profit with him--or coaching little league. Those are changes i hope to make soon--so that i can finally have a clean break.

I am staying strong, but, you know, it's hard.

Clarice