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|Mon, 04-21-2003 - 1:13am|
OK... already!!! We all know that we have done wrong. We don't need to hear it over and over again. So???? I am married also. It just happened that I had an EMA. I wasn't looking for it. Now all I want is the pain to stop and not beating myself up how many people I have hurt. So what??? We all made a mistake. Now all we want to do is get over it. In every one of your posts you ask: How any of us "DARE" to hurt other people, like the OM and the his W, our DH and kids and so on. How we dare???? Sh** happens. I don't think any of us started an A just to try to hurt someone. Most of us on this board fell in love. That is all. The good sex was just a bonus. Like for me. I fell in love first. I can't help that the sex was the greatest I ever had. Now it's over. I hate my xom but I still miss him terribly. I do not want him back. However, I will always have a void in me which no one ever will be able to fill like he did . We are all here to heal and get over the pain. I know that I have done wrong. We are all humans. Still.... If I could ,I would do it over again with him. The excitement , the highs , the stolen moments together..... I think that is when I was the happiest in my life and also the saddest. Oh well.... I don't meant to argue with you I am just asking you.. to go kind of easy on us who are still suffering. Blue.