Ok, now this is STUPID
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Ok, now this is STUPID
| Sat, 11-06-2004 - 7:22pm |
I'm finally alone, listening to all of "our" songs, ready to give it my good cry for the night, (cuz trust me, I need it) but all I'm worried about is that he's going to show up and catch me crying over him. If for some reason I have to see him, I want to at least pretend that I'm not hurting. I think it would be better for him to "catch" me smiling than crying right? But I just feel like it. I need it. Don't know if I'll be able to not do it. Pray he doesn't show up tonight. He's still respecting NC so far. It's been 35 hours. I don't want him to know I'm hurting... Why is that??????

You don't want him to know because you like the rest of us have pride and for now that may be all you have so hang on to it.
Turn your lights out and don't answer the door and cry if you need to, no crime in that is there.
((((HUGS))))
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