One thing that has really helped me. . .
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| Wed, 03-24-2004 - 11:24am |
I have also realized, by reading many posts, that i am actually mourning the affair that really never happened. Certainly, my situation is/was not as complicated as many others on this board. But it still hurts, painfully so, to have found someone that represented everything to me (warts and all) that i could not have. It was if someone had wrapped a gift and left it on a table, teased me with it, and then told me i could never open it.
I also realized the other night, it is as if we are all reading the same paragraph over and over in a book, trying to figure out with each read if it will somehow reveal something different. Only when we decided to accept whatever that paragraph says (our situations) will we be able to move on to the next paragraph and the next pages and chapters of our story. I don't want to be stuck on the same paragraph anymore.
I am so thankful for all of you.
Clarice
Edited 3/24/2004 12:28 pm ET ET by claricews

Amen Sister!
elf
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Jazzdiva
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