ONE WEEK LEFT!
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ONE WEEK LEFT!
| Wed, 12-23-2009 - 9:15am |
I told exAP yesterday that next week will be my last week to babysit. I told him in person and told his wife over the phone. She understood and said thanks for everything. Know what he said? You do what you have to do. Can you believe it?! Actually, I'm sure many of you can. LOL At any rate, I feel SO good this morning I can't even describe it! Yes, I'll still see him at school things and sports games and our older kids will still play together, but it will all be in a social setting and we won't be alone anymore. I just keep thinking about how he treated me, and how he never called me just to talk. I was pretty much just an "easy lay" because we were alone and he took advantage of that. I'm not going to blame him or wish him ill because I knew right from the start that this was "just sex". I still have ALOT of healing to do, but I'm glad I've "shut the door" on the A and I'm looking forward to the New Year. They say as one door shuts, another one opens. Also, I got my first appt. with a counselor the end of Jan. So, things are looking up. I just hope I can continue to do so also....

Good for you....
Hi Jilly,
YES....I haven't said this in a lonnnnggg time on here but you go gurrrlllll!!!
I'm giving you a standing ovation!
That's the way to take back your power!!!
YEAH Jilly!!!!!
Much love and big, big hugs,
E1
P.S. Keep your armor on next week. Be ready for him to be cold to you. Don't let his actions affect you one iota. Act happy and carefree even if you don't feel that way! You can do it!
Whether you think you can or you think you can’t you are probably right.
A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.
Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.