oooh, this could be gooood...

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Registered: 09-10-2004
oooh, this could be gooood...
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Sat, 10-23-2004 - 10:19pm
Well, just wanted to make a comment from a happier POV than I've usually posted and maybe to give hope to my fellow strugglers...

I haven't posted here for about two weeks (busy little me,) and also b/c I feel I might've turned a corner on this MM thing. Hopefully...

I think I may have finally met someone (SINGLE) who seems to also have an interest in ME! While we haven't even had a first date yet, I've found myself thinking about him a lot and looking forward to his phone calls. It's been a loooooong time since I've had this kind of feeling. (For someone who's available, I mean;)

It used to be that I was kind of afraid to start up anything with anyone in case MM decided he could no longer live without me. But, after reading quite a few posts on this board, that seems to be pretty self-defeating behavior/thinking.

I've prayed long and hard to get this MM out of my heart, mind and soul. Could it be my prayer's being answered? I'm writing now, instead of AFTER a potential first date, just to remind myself that I CAN find interest in someone other than MM. And it's not like I'm looking for a diversion from the MM, this seems to be something actually for ME:)

One thing I feel certain of, NC has been one of the most beneficial methods of disconnecting from the MM in my life.

Oh well, que sera, sera....

Wishing everyone here peace, happiness, and freedom!

grace

Grace
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Registered: 12-28-2003
Sat, 10-23-2004 - 11:32pm
Gace

You go girl, we can always use good news like that.

If your in touch with the almighty maybe you could bring his attention to a few of the folks around here.

Free

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Registered: 09-10-2004
Sun, 10-24-2004 - 11:35am
Consider it done!
Grace