Oopsie....slipped off my wagon....
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| Sat, 05-15-2004 - 3:05pm |
Knowing very well I could not invite him, nor would he attend, I sent him a 'thank you' email---not mushy, gushy or dramatic....just telling him thanks for all the support and I would always be grateful for his assistance. I don't expect a response--and I'm going to have work hard at containing the expectation/obsession response (I like the way it was put, clarice!).
Today, I just feel a bit nostalgic about him. My h is being 'wonderful' today...but I can't tell you how many times in the past 2.5 years he sabotaged my efforts to complete my degree or was just down right MEAN--despite having put him through graduate school. I just feel of all the people who helped me get here...it was exMM. {sigh}
BUT off to the festivities...drink some champagne and enjoy a wonderful dinner! Wish me luck that I don't fall on my face as I walk across the stage (my biggest fear---LMAO).
dharma or should that be MASTER dharma....lol

And heck, as long as your little note really doesn't raise expectations on any level, I personally think it was not an inappropriate gesture.
Enjoy your big night!!!
Congratulations on your achievement! Enjoy!!
lily
You Go Girl! Congrats!
But never forget during those moments of reflection, how forbidden love will always have those qualities of forsakeness. Remember all of those times where he was unable to be there when you needed him most, and how real that pain had once felt. I also miss my true love, but as it has gone down in the annals of history, affairs of the heart will always have that special place deep within you: A secluded part of your soul that no other person can ever claim. Experiences of love, no matter how painful or otherwise, are nevertheless lessons we had to learn. Let no one ever tell you differently.
Madam