Is this pain ever going to end??

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Registered: 08-11-2009
Is this pain ever going to end??
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Tue, 02-08-2011 - 12:01am

So I am 48 hours away from 4 weeks of NC.

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Registered: 08-25-2010
Tue, 02-08-2011 - 6:17am
Alive, welcome! It will get better I promise. Weeks 4-6 tend to be a weird place - mostly you dip the rollercoaster between beatng yourself up and not thinking of him at all. It's ok. At this point, it's time to refocus on the end of the ride - let yourself feel, and grieve, and you'll be ok. The end of your A was a death and you will need to go through it to get to the end of it.
Much love,
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Registered: 04-01-2010
Tue, 02-08-2011 - 6:34am
Alive, if you look back you will agree that you weren't "alive" during the A. I know it still hurts so much right now and it feels like you're never going to feel good again. I promise you that if you keep hanging in there, it really will get better. I'm four months out and have NO regrets for ending my A. It was worth the pain to get to a place where I'm confronting rather than hiding. I am living an honest life and you know what the absolute best thing about that is?? I have nothing to hide.

Keep reading and believing. You will get past this.

Wishing you strength.
Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.