Part of the detox process??
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|Wed, 08-15-2012 - 8:09pm|
I was feeling great relief that I finally let go. As thoughts came to mind, I could knock em out with a counter thought that I'm not going there anymore. I was doing well.
THEN these thoughts of "I can't believe I did that" and "who was that person that inhabited my mind and body the last 2 years?" and just EEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWW.... why would I EVER fall for that craziness?? And why did I think he's wonderful? Why did it take so long to finally sink in and stop?
So tonight I'm just feeling perplexed. Is all this just part of the detox process?? I really need to hurry and get thru it because I'm going on an amazing vacation in 2 weeks!!
I'm going to go thru all my affirmations and see if that helps. I've been collecting them, so I have LOTS.I'm also very grateful that you all were here and that I've come out of all this safe, with my life intact. (well not the marriage, but I really believe that had to end anyway.) BTW, tomorrow would have been my 37 anniversary.
Please, anyone still involved in an A, STOP now!! You WILL feel much better..... really!!