The Perils of Breaking NC
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|Fri, 05-02-2003 - 12:57pm|
When I initiated NC, back in February, I used to count the days. After 30 days I counted the weeks. I would have been at 12 weeks on Tuesday, but now I have to start all over again. And the fact that it didn't get any further than e-mail is a small consolation.
I understand exactly what Crystal and Blue are going through because I'm going through the same thing. I just don't understand the man can be as crazy in love with me as he claims to be and still be unable to leave his wife. (He did say several times he is going to leave; he's looking for an apartment; he's saving up for a divorce; we will be together; but I've heard this all before. At the end of the day he still goes home to her.) I just don't get it. I guess I just have to accept that somethings we will never understand.
So let me just say to all of you who are contemplating breaking NC, don't do it. It's not worth it. You may have the enjoyment of talking to the person for a few days but after that's over, you'll feel worse. Ugh. I feel totally awful. All my progress shot in five days.