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| Mon, 01-10-2005 - 5:34pm |
Ohhhhhhhhh... I have been doing so good. I have not seen my xMM in almost three weeks and had NC for over a week. I thought I was so strong. Today is the first time I have weakened. I want to talk to him so bad. I have been crying half the day. I really miss him. I think it's because he is having surgery tomorrow (I already knew about this). It's nothing "major" but he will be put under. I am so scared. I just want to talk to him. All I keep telling myself today is that if I take that step backward, it's back towards the pain. I have to keep my focus forward. It's the only way back to happiness for me. But I need help. I am so afraid I am going to do something stupid. Help me stay strong...

DM
Something you may want to remember is that his WIFE AND FAMILY will be there for his surgery.
"All I keep telling myself today is that if I take that step backward, it's back towards the pain."
pay attention to yourself your pretty damn smart, there is NOTHING to be gained by jumping back into the MUCK of a affair othere then to get hurt again and again.
DON'T CALL THAT MAN, NO CONTACT FOR ANY REASON.
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BE STRONG.........NC, NC, NC
Wishing you the best and lots of strength