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Please someone answer before I break NC
| Mon, 10-25-2004 - 2:18pm |
I posted earlier today (I hate myself - I had a set back). I am at wits end. I will not call him but I feel that I have taken steps back. Did I act okay by not looking at him or talking to him. Did I look upset to him or did it look like I just didn't care. He didn't try to talk to me either. If you read my post earlier it says what happened and the comment I said to him. Why are we being this way to each other when we ended okay? I hate going through this all over again. I want to call bc I feel that was stupid for us to act like that but when I did call last time (4 weeks ago) he didn't want to talk to me. I supposely ended things with him but I kept calling back until he asked why I was calling him and he said he would call me back and didn't. Did I walk away looking okay in his eyes? I wonder what he was thinking? I know I shouldn't care but it is driving me crazy. I kept looking out for him the whole time and would turn my back if I saw them. Did he just loose all feelings he had in a month and just didn't care at all to talk or look at me. I know I did the same thing but I know I was looking for him so maybe he was doing the same. What do you think?

There is NOTHING to be gained by contacting him now; THAT would be your "setback."