Please tell me it gets better...

iVillage Member
Registered: 10-21-2009
Please tell me it gets better...
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Thu, 05-27-2010 - 12:35pm

...because I don't know if I believe it anymore.

I've been in LC/NC since mid of GD February and somehow it's only getting worse. This week is an absolutely lowest of the low for me. I can't leave the job at the moment, but I also can't eat, can't sleep and can't live like that.

Please someone give me hope:)

Gone

**Bloodied but unbowed**

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Registered: 04-05-2010
Thu, 05-27-2010 - 8:22pm

To GONE and every single one of you in LC...


I cannot tell you how incredibly amazing women you are to me that you endure with such strength having to do LC. I want to hug you all and to congratulate you all and it really makes me feel I have nothing to complain about. You all are incredible and be proud of yourself and what you are doing every single day!!!


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Registered: 12-31-2009
Fri, 05-28-2010 - 9:33am

I think the reason it's so hard to get over something that was never real is that we're withdrawing from an addiction. It felt real at the time, but it was just a fantasy and now we're paying the price. If only we had known all this before we stepped into A land...

I hope you're doing better today, Gone, and you're not so frustrated with yourself. I've been thinking about you.

((hugs))
CSN

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Registered: 01-23-2010
Fri, 05-28-2010 - 10:52am
You are so right!!!! It's like I look back at myself during the A and I feel like aliens invaded my body. Who was that woman???
iVillage Member
Registered: 10-21-2009
Fri, 05-28-2010 - 3:43pm
Thank you, CSN, and everyone else. You ladies are great.
**Bloodied but unbowed**

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