Progress, I did the RIGHT thing
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|Sun, 08-26-2012 - 5:05pm|
It has been a rough weekend with nonstop thoughts and mini meltdowns of tears of xap. Part of it is this trip coming up, it's a major trip and I want so much to talk to him about it. well, last night crazy me had a great idea!! It costs a bundle to leave the car at the airport, so the thought was that xap could take me and pick me up!
Logical me won, today I found a family member that will take me and pick me up. It's a big win,,, 24 days NC and counting. I've just got to make it thru another 4, then there will be another 12 that I'll be gone and no way to contact...
I HOPE and pray this trip will get my mind off of him and I'll come back with so many fun memories I won't need him in my head anymore!!