Progress, I did the RIGHT thing

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Registered: 01-27-2012
Progress, I did the RIGHT thing
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Sun, 08-26-2012 - 5:05pm

It has been a rough weekend with nonstop thoughts and mini meltdowns of tears of xap. Part of it is this trip coming up, it's a major trip and I want so much to talk to him about it. well, last night crazy me had a great idea!! It costs a bundle to leave the car at the airport, so the thought was that xap could take me and pick me up!

Logical me won, today I found a family member that will take me and pick me up. It's a big win,,, 24 days NC and counting. I've just got to make it thru another 4, then there will be another 12 that I'll be gone and no way to contact...

I HOPE and pray this trip will get my mind off of him and I'll come back with so many fun memories I won't need him in my head anymore!!

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Registered: 01-27-2012
Sun, 08-26-2012 - 6:16pm

yea, its a completely different deal when you are involved in it. Not so easy to just walk. I wish I did understand it all. Makes me crazy to know the answer logically, but crazy in me won't give up.

no technology on the trip, not taking my computer. I'll have my phone, but being in another country will cost $1.34 per minute, so only in emergency will I use that. I'll be back Sept 11.

Good luck to you, hang in there, we can do this!

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Registered: 07-24-2005
Sun, 08-26-2012 - 6:51pm

That's big!  Coming up with a way better solution to your dilemma rather than create just another dilemma by contacting xaffair partner.

You must feel great about yourself.  I think you should give yourself a great big ole pat on the back!

((hugs))

Clarity