A puddle after T
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A puddle after T
| Fri, 11-19-2010 - 2:45pm |
So much sadness in me. Crying for so much loss--myself, time that can never be returned, poor choices, wasted opportunities, hurts I've caused, courage I've lacked.
I spent an hour vomiting up my soul to my new T. He is going to be good for me. I am in utter despair right now. So many endings at once. I am blinded by the pain.
He said this is a critical time in my life right now...so many things have occured this past year (beyond the A) that it's like a tsunami has washed over my life and there's nothing but rubble left. He said I get to chose how I want to rebuild.
My heart is crushed and my soul is shredded. Am I ever going to be okay again? Am I ever going to be happy?

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YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! YOU SOUND SOOOO REFRESHED!!!!!! NEW DAY!!! WOO HOO!!!
I felt that way after my poster girl moment too!!!!
I think a Before and After is in order:
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