Quick Update

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Sun, 01-30-2011 - 11:23pm

I wanted to say that TODAY, I really noticed that any feelings that remained about jam, have shifted from sadness and loss (grief) to relief.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010

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Registered: 01-18-2010
Sun, 01-30-2011 - 11:25pm
YEAH!! I love it....thats it lady....I am happy. Keep dodging if you can, from anyone with a loaded hun....Ha Ha...Hee Hee
Luvin
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
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Registered: 07-13-2010
Sun, 01-30-2011 - 11:29pm

Yes! Yes! Yes!

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Registered: 10-14-2010
Sun, 01-30-2011 - 11:31pm

is that "something"???? a shift????

Do you remember feelin that way???

I recall that when I felt this way in other breakups that were more normal than this, that I had turned a corner.

I just was thinking...WOW. My life would have been HELL. Having to put up with the flirting, womanizing, over inflated ego stuff. Been the women expected to sit in the background and be quiet. SO NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTT ME. So for ONCE...I really felt deeply how glad I am that It's not me. No anger at ALL.

FEELS GREAT!

xo 2 u,

M

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Sun, 01-30-2011 - 11:39pm

ILE...

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! You feel that too??? RELIEF???

That's true isn't it...Feelings arent right or wrong, they just are.

I think my last little burst of

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Registered: 01-24-2011
Mon, 01-31-2011 - 12:09am

That's great Michelle. I'm so happy for you.

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Registered: 12-01-2010
Mon, 01-31-2011 - 1:37am

yes I can relate and you know what I say to that my friend? FANTASTIC! : ) GOOD THINGS AWAIT YOU.

Love, Sunshine Dedicated to living my new life with integrity, truth and positive thoughts! I am worthy of true love and definitely worth the wait!
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Registered: 05-15-2010
Mon, 01-31-2011 - 6:54am

Hi Michelle,

So happy for you that you have reached another milestone.

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Mon, 01-31-2011 - 10:12pm
Michelle, I was very happy to see your update post. I feel as if I can feel your shift in feelings too and it seems very positive:) Three months into this journey has seen alot of different emotions and sometimes it feels like a war but as we go through them and gain some insight it feels like we have steadier ground to walk on. I had another weekend where I had some low points, partly to do with that time of the month and I was better equipped to deal with myself this weekend. I pretty much walk all weekend as I find it helps combat those low points and I do most of my better thinking when walking:) Thank you for sharing your good feelings, it helps push me to keep searching and applying my growth to my lows and my highs because the highs are becoming more prominent. Have a nice evening Michelle:)
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Tue, 02-01-2011 - 1:19pm

Michelle,

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Tue, 02-01-2011 - 1:51pm

HHAHHAHAHAHAH!!!

yes!!! Mom! They did!!!

Its so weird...how I can go from deeply confused & doubting myself to feeling back to "normal" again.

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010

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