I like this, Dee. Mind if I add a few of my random thoughts today?
Karma is a bitch
It feels so good to be where I am today versus where I was one year ago. The ending of the A is still new and painful but when I compare it to being in the midst of my A a year ago, I am so happy that my thoughts and actions today are not dependent on him.
I love my H, family, friends, community and my cats.
I think I will be okay from here forward in regards to getting over xAP, however, I know that the hardest--and perhaps most painful--work lies ahead as I look within myself to try and figure out what my issues are and how to fix them. I am scared.
I have a good H for whom I'm grateful. However, our M need a LOT of work and right now, I just don't have the strength to work on it.
I have not told H about the A and am torn about that.
My heart goes out to Cait and WWWM right now because of their intense pain.
I am strengthened by the success stories of so many of the women on this board.
People who have affairs are not necessarily bad people. Just wounded people.
I also have to actively and forcefully stay in RL- I am seeing more and more that this is what caused the A- the escapism.
My 'love' for him was love for the escapist thrill- thats all.
I have a better life than I could possibly deserve!
The best revenge is to live a great life.
Im also peeved that my stress manifested into a whole new butt! And several chins. And back fat! WTF!! Time to deal with stress and avoidance, and kick the back fat to the curb :)
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I love your random thoughts :) Mind if I add mine from this morning?
I'm glad that I realize that my happiness is not connected to another person.
If I want a man to help me fix my sink (like I did yesterday), I need to find a man that single (and handy around the house....)
I wish that I had the self confidence to move forward with my life a little faster than I am.
Life is tough, each day that I waste is a day I'll never get back.
Bodhi
I like this, Dee. Mind if I add a few of my random thoughts today?
Karma is a bitch
It feels so good to be where I am today versus where I was one year ago. The ending of the A is still new and painful but when I compare it to being in the midst of my A a year ago, I am so happy that my thoughts and actions today are not dependent on him.
I love my H, family, friends, community and my cats.
I think I will be okay from here forward in regards to getting over xAP, however, I know that the hardest--and perhaps most painful--work lies ahead as I look within myself to try and figure out what my issues are and how to fix them. I am scared.
I have a good H for whom I'm grateful. However, our M need a LOT of work and right now, I just don't have the strength to work on it.
I have not told H about the A and am torn about that.
My heart goes out to Cait and WWWM right now because of their intense pain.
I am strengthened by the success stories of so many of the women on this board.
People who have affairs are not necessarily bad people. Just wounded people.
Hi Dee,
I loved your random stuff.
Love your random thoughts Dee.
Cait -
RL = real life
:)
Bodhi
PS - there is an abbreviation list in the healing library - I'll try to find it and bump it up
Amen Sister, Amen.
I wish I could evict him from my thoughts.
I really miss
Hmmm adding some:
I also have to actively and forcefully stay in RL- I am seeing more and more that this is what caused the A- the escapism.
My 'love' for him was love for the escapist thrill- thats all.
I have a better life than I could possibly deserve!
The best revenge is to live a great life.
Im also peeved that my stress manifested into a whole new butt! And several chins. And back fat! WTF!! Time to deal with stress and avoidance, and kick the back fat to the curb :)
Great post Dee.
I like this Random Thoughts tread.
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