Really having a hard time today....
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|Thu, 12-06-2012 - 2:19pm|
Yesterday was 7 weeks NC. I had a pretty easy day because I was completely swamped at work, didn't swell or think of xAP too much. Today is another story. I am just having such a hard time. I know that wondering how he is, if he's missing me, etc is not helpful but I just can't stop today.
Yesterday I had to work a bit late, and was taking my usual route home. I was waiting to get on the expressway when I saw a car that looked like xAP's ahead of me turn and get on the expressway. I don't know if the possibility of it being him stirred things up in me or what. It's totally possible it was him, he still works in my area, and he also takes the same route home - just normally does not get on the expressway there. I do know that if it was him I am glad I didn't actually see him, I would have been a mess.
Just having such a hard time today