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|Sat, 04-19-2003 - 2:06am|
HI! Hon! how are you doing? Are you really over him ?? I am happy for you. But, I do say that I hate my xom and never want to see him again or hear from him as a matter fact, but I guess I am not a 100% over him, since I still think about him and the good times we had , even though the good times were far and few between the heart aches and rollercoaster rides. I do hate him for the way he treated me and wanting to meet and then when we did he was cold as ice. And this was just 6 weeksago.So when I left him ... then I knew that it is OVER. And after that I never emailed him and that is when I started hating him. This happened a few times that we met and he acted like he hardly knew me. Oh, I am just venting , I guess, I am glad that someone cares and responds to my post. LOL. I know that there is not much to respond to .. but I just can't believe that after all this time he is not completly out of my system. I'd hate to spend money on consuling but if I keep this up I will have to . Surly , a lousy little EMA can't ruin my life for ever. But I will not email him I know that... I made it this far ... I will stick to it. I got him blocked every which way so he can't get in touch with me.... I doubt that he wants to anyways. LOL. However, he is got me listed on his MSN chat I can tell since under options on the chat it shows who listed you. So I am still on his list. When in the past when he used to get mad at me he used to take me off. So I know that he knows that he was in the wrong and that is why he is still got me there. OH, RT , thanks for listening.... I am praying for the time when he will be out of my mind completly and that he is got my listed or not won't matter one way or an other. Love Blue.