reminder to myself: HE'S A JERK!
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reminder to myself: HE'S A JERK!
| Mon, 05-10-2004 - 10:16pm |
ugh...I don't even LIKE him! Get over it! He just wants the sex, with as many women as he can get into bed....married, single, dead, he doesn't care. What a slimeball!
This will hopefully serve as a reminder to myself so tomorrow when I'm missing him and feeling sad and sorry for myself I can come back here and remember what I'm missing.....NOTHING!! Yuck!
On the other hand...H is such a sweet, wonderful man!!! He makes me strawberry pancakes every weekend before I get out of bed... :) And he LOOOOOOOOVES me. :)
Anyone else feeling suddenly clear-headed?? I'd love to hear your slimeball OM stories...or wonderful H stories. It feels so good to write this instead of the usual, pathetic, poor me things I've been posting the past couple of weeks. I feel so lucky to have what I have.....I'm not going to f- it up again, dammit!!

Anyway, it does help to hang on to these things. When we're in the throes of missing them we gloss over these issues and just remember the good feelings. Before I get too carried away missing him, I always try to recall a few times when I needed to explain things to him, when I had to talk him out of some brilliant investment ideas, when I had to give him legal advise on how to "wind down" his business because he had absolutely no business sense and ran it right into the ground, when I had to explain to him that there was a war going on in Iraq...
It does the trick. Love, Mo.
Clarice
I am happy to say two days later....I am still remembering that OM is not-so-great and H is wonderful. I think it really, really helps to remember that OM is such a slimeball....more than feeling sorry for myself and remembering the "good" things anyway.
I am feeling happy today. I finally feel that I'm on the road to doing the right thing...for myself, my H, my marriage, my life. :-) Yippee!!
From,
Not a schmuck for too much longer....