Repost -would like to know some thoughts
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|Wed, 03-26-2003 - 1:47pm|
I am writing this letter and thinking to myself - that ya know this is all
stuff he should know already. He knows everything he said to me, he knows he hurt me, he knows what a needy person he was (maybe) and how much I gave him, he knows all those special times we spent together and that I listened to and believed every word he said to me. Why do I really have to tell him that I am hurt, that he lied to me, that it is not ok to play someones emotions like that, that despite both of our blame in this situation that he really turned out to be a selfish coward - he should know all this. Let him go to his counseling with the W, let him profess his undenying love to her - she has believed it for 15 years and she can keep on believing it. He is suffering more answering to her and his children and he should,let her deal with the coward with no balls and his tail between his legs, let him think I forgot about him and that I don't care and that I am moving on - because I AM. BUT ANOTHER PART OF ME wants my hurt to be heard and my final words heard - ....But god help that man should he ever ever think I would let him be my friend again.