A sad ending.

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Registered: 08-08-2009
A sad ending.
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Wed, 10-21-2009 - 9:37am

I've read some posts here and there, and I never thought I would come to the place that I am at.

MoonUnit

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Registered: 08-08-2009
In reply to: moonunit02
Wed, 10-28-2009 - 3:39pm
i have limited time to use the intrnet because my husband watches everything i do. i use it at work when i can. anyway, yes i say my T, and she gave me a whipping and good. she told me i should have come to her before i moved home, she would have advised me against it. i sat in session with her for 2 hours yest, she's such a good person, she only charged me for an hour. i'm seeing her again on tues morning. she gave me numbers of places that can help me. when i left i got an email from my X-AP, we met last night and talked for a while. he wants me to terminate still, but really explained his reasons. i know they are valid, he's torn, i seen pain in his face, and i cried. i also told him about my obgyn visit, for possible termination, and during my pelvic exam, the doc said my uterus was the size of someone who's 4 to5 months preg. he thinks i may have tumors in my uterus, hence the very severe cramping i have. tomorrow i go for an ultrasound, and i will have the results in 5 days. just more crap to pile on. my X-AP called me at work today to make sure i'm ok. he told me if all goes through, he will be single by january, and he me he would want me to move with him back home. i think i'm taking my therapist advice and moving out of my home. i can't take the constant anger and hatred. i want to thank you all for your support. i will keep updating. i'm taking charge of my life. funny, my X-AP said to me last night, he admires how much i have changed and grown. when i first met him, i was needy, and needed him. now i told him, i love you and want you, but i don't need you, and can go on without you.

MoonUnit

MoonUnit

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Registered: 08-06-2007
In reply to: moonunit02
Wed, 10-28-2009 - 5:09pm
moonunit, thank you for posting and letting us know you are safe for now. I am so proud of you for meeting with your T. I hope you get the answers you need regarding your health and I hope you are ok.
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Registered: 08-18-2008
In reply to: moonunit02
Wed, 10-28-2009 - 5:31pm

Hi Moon,


Thanks for the update. We were wondering how you

Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.

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Registered: 02-05-2009
In reply to: moonunit02
Wed, 10-28-2009 - 8:30pm

Excellent advice empowerment, I agree w/you 100%. APs by nature are not reliable, and it would be foolish to believe their assertions as long as they remain only words. Only actions will confirm the veracity of their intentions. Until then, one can only rely on oneself.

Moonunit I am so glad your T is helping you. Don't lose sight of your happiness, it's the most important thing right now. Good luck with your pregnancy and your health. Sending you positive vibes!

hugs

trixie xo



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