((Screaming))

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-15-2009
((Screaming))
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Mon, 12-14-2009 - 4:54pm

So I just want to give a virtual/verbal/whatever-you-want-to-call-it scream now...


((((((((AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHAAAAAHHHHHHH))))))))!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Today's been a tough day, really wanted to contact him and was hoping he would contact me tbh.....neither happened.


Just really, really frustrated that I still think about him all the time!

iVillage Member
Registered: 12-07-2009
In reply to: mickey925
Mon, 12-14-2009 - 5:00pm

I am hearing you and I am right there with you ... please scream for us both because my kids are home. This is the worst i have been ... i am a newbie here too and new to ending it, it has just been a week after almost two years together. its brutal. its it so freaking hard. i spent 5 days a week with my ex - AP and recently moved most of my office home so i could see less of him. Today is a hopeless kinda day, so i find myself here trying to find center again. it is amazing how much better i was feeling though, before today. within days the fog was lifting, he could sense it and why i believe he relentlessly contacted me until i would see him today. WHAT A MISTAKE. So yes, please scream loud. You scream for the many posters who are having a rough day.

j.

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-25-2006
In reply to: mickey925
Mon, 12-14-2009 - 5:03pm
And this horrific withdrawl is why we will never have another affair.
Onward and upward.
iVillage Member
Registered: 08-15-2009
In reply to: mickey925
Mon, 12-14-2009 - 5:23pm

I tried moving my office home when ex-MM and I worked together....it lasted about a week.

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-27-2008
In reply to: mickey925
Mon, 12-14-2009 - 8:37pm

((hugs))


I still have days like that and its been 4 + months. They