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| Fri, 05-07-2004 - 6:03am |
So, after all the reading I did about affairs and all the denial that mine would end badly, yesterday morning, we had sex, he told me he loved me and kissed me goodbye and an hour later called me and told me he missed his old life. I felt like I was hit by a baseball bat, especially since today was the day the were to go to court for the divorce. I flipped out so bad that I moved him out that minute and put all his stuff outside. So I guess what they say is true, the relationship won't last and the OP will be the one to be hurt. I'm crushed, I can't eat, I shake all the time and I woke up every hour last night and thought about him and her sleeping together while I'm alone. I feel like I won't make it through this (althought, realistically, I know I will) and I've never felt so much hurt in all my life. The best part, I get to drive by their house everyday on my way to work.

What a post. You summed that up so well.