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| Sat, 11-13-2010 - 8:29am |
I don't know what is happening to my strength and resolve-
I feel as if I'm back at square one - crying, not eating, not sleeping, unfocused -
I want answers!

WWWM,
You have been on my mind. I wondered how you were hanging in there because this is about the time where things start getting really tough
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thanks always - I've been thinking of you too.
WWWM-
Big hugs, Honeypie.
Hi What,
I hope after going for a walk you feel a sense of calm.
What -
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It took me a long time to realize that just because XAP didn't leave his W for me, it had nothing to do with me not being good enough. Looking at things with my 5 month old, fog free eyes - I'm realizing that HE was never good enough for me. And you will realize that too.
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It's still there! And like Dee said, you are not back at square one. I went to yoga this morning and in hot yoga, during the last half of the class we get to do a posture called Savasana for 20 seconds after each posture. Savasana is also called corpse pose - when you lie on your back, arms at your side, palms facing up, and you don't move. It's the most important posture - because its when your body gains the energy it needs to do the next one. Think of today as being in Savasana - you can cry! You are human and you are gaining your strength for tomorrow.
Bodhi