Slipping

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Registered: 01-30-2006
Slipping
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Sat, 11-13-2010 - 8:29am

I don't know what is happening to my strength and resolve-

I feel as if I'm back at square one - crying, not eating, not sleeping, unfocused -

I want answers!

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Registered: 04-01-2010
Sat, 11-13-2010 - 9:08am

WWWM,

You have been on my mind. I wondered how you were hanging in there because this is about the time where things start getting really tough

Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
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Registered: 04-01-2010
Sat, 11-13-2010 - 9:27am

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Oct. 12, 2010 -- began my personal search and rescue mission.
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Registered: 01-30-2006
Sat, 11-13-2010 - 9:30am

thanks always - I've been thinking of you too.

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Registered: 04-20-2009
Sat, 11-13-2010 - 10:07am

WWWM-

Big hugs, Honeypie.

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Registered: 07-17-2004
Sat, 11-13-2010 - 2:48pm

Hi What,

I hope after going for a walk you feel a sense of calm.

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Registered: 08-30-2010
Sat, 11-13-2010 - 3:14pm
Hey WWWM...hope you are feeling better after a walk and being in the sunshine. When you are going through different stages of getting over any relationship I feel that it's a rollercoaster of emotions. That being said...it's normal for you to feel "fine" one day and "back at square one" another. I totally understand the need for closure. The first couple of months after we ended things all I wanted was to know why. Now that time has gone by and I have been thinking about every aspect of the A, I realize the closure can come from within! I think as you read through your old posts over time and the words that are given to you by other posters you will see why the A was toxic and how you are so much better off being out of the A. Hugs to you!
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Registered: 06-17-2010
Sat, 11-13-2010 - 3:51pm

What -

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It took me a long time to realize that just because XAP didn't leave his W for me, it had nothing to do with me not being good enough. Looking at things with my 5 month old, fog free eyes - I'm realizing that HE was never good enough for me. And you will realize that too.

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It's still there! And like Dee said, you are not back at square one. I went to yoga this morning and in hot yoga, during the last half of the class we get to do a posture called Savasana for 20 seconds after each posture. Savasana is also called corpse pose - when you lie on your back, arms at your side, palms facing up, and you don't move. It's the most important posture - because its when your body gains the energy it needs to do the next one. Think of today as being in Savasana - you can cry! You are human and you are gaining your strength for tomorrow. :smileyhappy:

Bodhi