So bored

iVillage Member
Registered: 08-30-2010
So bored
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Sun, 11-14-2010 - 3:01pm

I am so bored and so let down and am beginning to see how I ended up in an A.

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Registered: 04-20-2009
In reply to: cait43792010
Sun, 11-14-2010 - 3:04pm

Cait,

This is when it's especially important to remember that you're healing for YOU. Yes, it's difficult to feel alone, especially when you're in a M, but a healthy, focused YOU will find the joy in your own life, that you create

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Registered: 10-17-2010
In reply to: cait43792010
Sun, 11-14-2010 - 5:39pm

Cait, totally understand as D says its time for YOU.

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Registered: 11-14-2008
In reply to: cait43792010
Sun, 11-14-2010 - 6:48pm

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Registered: 08-30-2010
In reply to: cait43792010
Sun, 11-14-2010 - 7:45pm
FIrstly thank you Dee and renewal.
iamnumberone H worked 2 little side jobs so I know that isn't the case of him just being tired. We were supposed to spend the weekend together and that's part of my frustration. Yes I probably was having a pity party but you know what...that's okay. I've suffered a lot of loss in the last 6 months with my A just ending and my dad suddenly getting sick and dying. I think I'm holding it together pretty darn well! Maybe sitting around this empty house on a Sunday when normally I would spend it with my dad watching football made me feel down.
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Registered: 11-14-2008
In reply to: cait43792010
Sun, 11-14-2010 - 8:13pm

You feeling down is understandable given your circumstances, but just keep in mind that

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Registered: 10-16-2010
In reply to: cait43792010
Sun, 11-14-2010 - 8:24pm

cait

something tells me you are grieving...i feel your 'boredom' is covering up the feeling of grief....i can't talk about having an H cause I don't,