"So this is it?
But... you didn't sell your soul.
The difference between who you are and who you imagine yourself to be, is what you do.
Everytime I hear Dr. Phil say. "What were you thinking?", I am reminded of my Mother who sat me down in a chair when I was about 13 and said. "What were you thinking?".
We only miss what could have been. I know I don't miss what it really was.