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Something sad today
| Sun, 12-05-2004 - 10:46am |
Well if you remember me saying a long time ago that xMM's W called me to invite me to their DD's b-day party,(the one who had the surgery) well today is the day of that party, and I feel sick to my stomach that I can't be there for her. (Because W found out about MM and I recently.) My kids and their kids all played together a lot, and I was really close to his kids, they loved me too. I guess I didn't think about me or my kids never getting to be a part of their lives anymore if this was ever found out, mainly because I honestly thought we'd end up together and I could see them all the time. So without even realizing it, I've even affected MY OWN children's lives by having this A. I'm sure she won't allow my kids around them anymore. I would love to call her wish her happy birthday, or send a present or something but I know I can't. And as much as I know MM is at fault also, I still feel for him today because I know he is gonna be going through he11 at the party. All her family knows about his A and they're all very upset with him right now. Won't be a comfortable situation for him today. But I guess that's not my problem. Just sad about missing out on the kid's lives, and taking friends away from my children. I never thought about it before. :(

Jazzdiva
Looking into the future
CGU
Cell phone bill, seems it was deliberate but Mr One ball did not have the guts to follow through after trashing everyones life.
Pal theres nothing to be done about the past but you and your little guys still can have a great future based on good decisions love and patience, the kids will survive if there mom does.
Be well
Free
Free is correct! She got the cell phone bill. We used to always talk on MY 2nd cell so she never knew. But after we broke up once, I took my phone back, and he started calling me on his own. We KNEW she would get the bill and we would be found out. That was supposed to be his ticket out of there. He spilled the beans, told her he was in love with me and was leaving her. Then he backed out. Third time! I knew her finding out was gonna make us or break us. It broke us. If we weren't going to end up together, I'd just rather her not have found out. would've been a lot less heartche for everyone. But then again, he would probably still be trying to contact me and we'd probably still be in the A if she didn't. So even though it feels crappy right now, it was probably good in the long run.
Free is right about the MR. One Ball thing too!!! He's so spineless. He seriously needs a testicle enlargement!!!!