sorry I just feel like having a rant
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sorry I just feel like having a rant
| Mon, 08-23-2010 - 11:34am |
sorry I just feel like having a little rant
so....I am walking through a shopping center on Saturday and who happens to be walking past me ? ...XAP of course. And what does he do? walk straight on past me and act as though he didn't see me!! I went to say hi just to be civil and he pretends to be on his phone....what a weasel.

You went up to say "hi"? um, why? "just to be civil" yah, no.
You need to re-read the post on LC, Gal. Your post is riddled with examples of LC inconsistencies. Your frame of mind needs to be re calibrated because the way you're processing things now is keeping you in hurt place.
He did the right thing to not talk to you in the mall. You shouldn't have tried to initiate contact with him, anyway. Yet, you're disappointed in him for not talking with you - as if he owes you that because of your A history? I am not getting this.
The very fact that you said you didn't mention it to him this morning when he was trying to "act like nothing happened" because it's not worth it raises a huge red flag. OF COURSE you're not going to mention it, or anything else, for that matter.
And how is it that he's "telling you all the time" about how much he wants you? Where and how is he getting the opportunity to have this discourse with you? And wanting to speak to him in the mall... what?... you're perhaps wanting him to have that conversation with you again? I am just NOT understanding this rant.
What am I missing!?
Dee
hi deeulta
thanks for your reply. I would love to be indifferent to his actions i really would.
just thinking here again...its amazing how a few hours and some advise on here can help me snap out of it :) What the hell was thinking being bothered by XAP ignoring me. I should be thankful.
Please ignore my rant earlier it was just me being silly and selfish as usual.