Soul Searching

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Soul Searching
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Wed, 11-24-2010 - 3:40pm

Hello Everyone,

I wanted

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Thu, 11-25-2010 - 2:37am

Melinda!!! OHHHH my fark!!!!!

ENTIRE POST RESONATED

especially this:

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Thu, 11-25-2010 - 2:49am

Luvin,
This reminds me that the more I stretch my OWN insecurity - expose it for what it is - that I'll likely ATTRACT or REPULSE the kind of people that need to be with a more secure woman.
The ODD thing is when I had these thoughts - I did NOT stop to question if I was being INSECURE. Afraid of being me - being over sensitive to rejection. I was asking myself questions - but forcing the answers. Hey!! the WRITING THOUGH (in my Blog/Journal)

Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Thu, 11-25-2010 - 2:49am
what...the UGLY part? :)
Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Thu, 11-25-2010 - 2:52am
AHAHHAHAHHA Lillie!!
My grandma...actually used to say it!!! While..smoking a cigar and playing poker with the boys!!! That is HILARIOUS!!!
Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Thu, 11-25-2010 - 3:00am
TU, YOU Hit the nail, RIGHT SQUARE ON IT!!!!

This entire post and all the replies have really touched me on a level deeper than Ive felt yet. Its almost feeling like have a calm sense while opening up this long locked, heavy, dungeon door. That I've avoided for YEARS.

Im speechless,

Every body say Heyy ohhh! :)
Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Thu, 11-25-2010 - 3:04am
LUVIN!!!!! hahah wow. the first stalking id actually get excited about!!! & since you already know all the legal mumbo jumbo - i'd be a hands down LOSER. so the threat WORKED on me. Youre a tough little cookie!!!! :) You're right, dont let ANYONE drive me away...Like ME. Doi. Wow. I cant believe you threatened to beat me up. hahahhaha jk jk
Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Thu, 11-25-2010 - 3:08am
HAHAHAHAHHAH Geez, feisty mamas!!!! You and Luvin scared me straight! :) oh thanks for saying it doesnt sound like me at all to "back away from offending someone" :) I feel better now. Really - seeing it for what it is - and you guys ALL helped me reframe to get to the heart of the matter. Thanks for coming, did you get your door prize? :) to the "crazy michelle show" Im prob pms'ing too! God sure has a sense of humor!!!
Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart... Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. I started looking inside and went NC October 15, 2010
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Thu, 11-25-2010 - 10:21am

Ah, my frisky Mamas - me, too.

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Thu, 11-25-2010 - 12:00pm

Michelle,

I could not stand the guys who loved to show me off! They would invite me to some event or something. They would have all their friends there so that I could be the trophy to be gawked at to make him look good....I was to be seen and not heard tho....such jerks....surprise...surprise, I have a voice, a loud one, and my wit stands out immediately and you are not the shining star anymore...HA!....Your mad cuz I can talk about whats going on in the big game and in the board room....also can be fun. Lots. and your friends see it and then you are in a panic...cuz they like me more than they ever liked you...and NO, they all did not want to "do me" only....they actually liked me for me and were wondering what I was doing with a jerk like you...AS was I......Ok there's my rant...I am sure you can relate.

Luvin
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
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Thu, 11-25-2010 - 2:23pm

Verrr is DIS calmin feRUM! (In my best Colonel Klink Jar-mun accent)

I am just getting around to catching up on the What’s Your Sign? post and I see this??? BTW thanks for the laugh out loud reply on that post! I needed it!!!

Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.