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|Thu, 08-23-2012 - 2:09pm|
So, here I am. He said he was "done' on 8/1. After 13 years, he was done. It wasn't the way I wanted it to end. I begged and pleaded and fished relentlessly until he texted then called on 8/14.
And you know what? It wasn't worth it. The conversation provided me with no resolution, no closure, nothing. It was strictly for his benefit. He could have gotten what he was after with a call to a 1-800 #, if you know what I mean. And that was it. Nothing since then. Not a word. But even better, nothing out of me. I have not sent one msg, not one. And for that I am grateful. This feels right for today. I feel clean and worth more than that. I know there will be moments when I want to reach out to him but I'm going to try so hard not to. My beautiful and blessed life means more to me than he does.
Stay strong ladies!