Still here

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Registered: 07-11-2009
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Sun, 08-23-2009 - 12:10pm

I just thought I'd chime in and let you know I am still around but dealing with other issues recently so haven't been posting lately.


Slowly heading to 6 months of ending.

 

              &n

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Registered: 03-08-2009
Sun, 08-23-2009 - 1:01pm

Hi ED, its great to read your update congratulations - 6 months on the horizon well done! :)

I really think it helps if you have something you're passionate about to immerse yourself in, I love music and have taken up running/walking with my MP3 plugged in its been slow progress but well worth it - my bod looks pretty good, which is helping with my inner confidence and I'm much fitter and saner! :))

Well done on ignoring text from xAP it would help us so much if they would just leave us alone and let us get on with moving on, grrrr - rant over.

Well done again ((hugs)) and continued peace and strength.

Roxy :-) x

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Registered: 08-21-2008
Sun, 08-23-2009 - 1:59pm

Good for you ED!

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Registered: 07-11-2009
Sun, 08-23-2009 - 3:58pm

Good for you Roxy, keep fighting...it's not easy and some days are tough but it does get better.


Sometimes I wonder if he'll ever leave me alone.

 

              &n

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Registered: 07-11-2009
Sun, 08-23-2009 - 4:07pm

Thank you...I can't say I don't have a moment here and there, but they are just moments and pass quickly.


The 1st month was the hardest for me, all the wounds and hurt and pain was still so fresh, I just wanted it to go away.

 

              &n

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Registered: 04-16-2008
Mon, 08-24-2009 - 2:25pm

what a wonderful post and thanks for coming back here to post your sucess story. i just knew you'd get there!


isn't it amazing to see the road we travelled from to get to where we are? i never will allow myself to be in an A, never allow myself to be so morally bankrupt, never allow myself to throw my moral compass out the window and to be so unhappy while losing my soul in the process.


hugs


ls

CL-Lovely Starr


"No memory of having starred; atones for later disregard; or keeps the end from being hard."

CL-Lovely Starr

"No memory of having starred; atones for later disregard; or keeps the end from being h

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Registered: 08-18-2008
Mon, 08-24-2009 - 2:39pm

Glad to see you doing so well. I know I was the

Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.

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Registered: 07-02-2009
Mon, 08-24-2009 - 4:56pm
Congratulations! Your posts have been such comfort and inspiration to so many people here; thanks for stopping in to let us know how you're doing. Good for you for ignoring that text, and I'm so glad you're enjoying your dancing! You've got such a great attitude. I wish you nothing but the happiness you deserve.
NS
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Registered: 08-21-2008
Mon, 08-24-2009 - 8:23pm

Thanks everyone....it just amazes me how very much in love with him I still am....not easy to walk away from AT ALL....but I am making the very strongest effort ever.


But you are right not at all easy to do....in fact, I would say the hardest ever in my life so far.


I cry myself to sleep every single night and have to force the sobs down at least 2-3x a day...if not for this new job that is pulling my focus away -- I don't know what the h*ll I would do.


Thanks to everyone for your care and encouragement. Oh I always wanted a rock star and dammit -- be careful what you wish for.


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Registered: 07-11-2009
Tue, 08-25-2009 - 9:08am

Lovelystarr,

 

              &n

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Registered: 07-11-2009
Tue, 08-25-2009 - 9:25am

NS


Thank you.

 

              &n

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