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|Thu, 03-27-2003 - 11:59pm|
I just feel really lonely, lost, dejected and hopeless.
I seem to cycle a lot. Three or four good days, where I think I'm reaching acceptance, followed by three or four really bad days.
It still hurts a lot and I can't seem to turn away from the pain. It's almost as if I think continuing to hurt proves how much I love him. But what good does it do? It certainly isn't helping me any.