STILL NO REGRETS
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STILL NO REGRETS
| Thu, 11-11-2004 - 10:05pm |
Well I know it maybe be wrong but I did have contact today run over from the cave in yesterday he called an I answered. Was short conversation an I actually felt really good an strangely stronger for it. I simply asked why he called the night after I said NC and he said to just let me know he understood why I had to do this ( forgot to mention I didnt leave him much choice when I decided)..We talked briefly that we agreeded it was for the best an he I said well like you said it will work out one way or the other..Told him to take care of himself an Id needed to get back to work.. We hung up an I felt relieved not because I heard from him but because we both know we are doing the right thing an it didnt even hurt ( much) I finished the day STRONG an happy an smiling an dont think I will have any truoble getting thru the next few.. I know it sounds bad an I am not in any way justifying breaking NC.. In my case an may have helped tho..I do hope we are all stronger an better with each day we all have different ways of dealing an situations but it is comforting to know I have a place to come for reality an honesty an support an comfort thank you all so much...
much love peace and strength,
KRM
