Still Really Feeling Good
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| Sat, 05-22-2004 - 4:28pm |
Each of our processes is different. What i did won't work for everyone--or perhaps is not necessary. But for me it was.
The one downside, is like iknowitstime, my cousin, the T, wrote me an email. She strongly disagrees with what i did and has put it out there that she doesn't want to go to Europe with me (in one month) if i talk about xMM. She wrote: I'm done with this. I'm tired of it. It's your choice. But i can't go to Europe if you are going to talk about this anymore.
Well, that hurt (i am even paying for her trip), but i have to respect that. She believes, as iknowitstime did, that i put this confrontation out there as only a way to reconnect with xMM and start the A over again. In fact, the confrontation has done the opposite. xMM's tendencies are to run for cover when things get tough, so i am sure this was all too much for him and don't believe we will have contact anymore after little league ends. I AM OK WITH THAT! I really really needed this closure.
I know that my cousin doesn't trust me anymore--and i can understand that.
I am feeling good, strong, clear-headed and focused. I am happy--and have been now for a few days. It really feels great for me.
Clarice
| Sun, 05-23-2004 - 11:30am |
