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|Wed, 01-09-2013 - 4:26pm|
Let's try this again. NC started again yesterday, 1/8. By me. This time I'm taking all the right steps. Blocking AND changed my #. Last message I sent was simple. I am done. Do not contact me in any way. Done. He laughed and challenged me. And then I was gone.
I hope it sticks this time because I'm so sick and tired of the endless circle that this has become. He makes doing the right thing easy when he is so hateful to me. I know he will try to find ways around but my walls are up pretty high this time.
I want to be done and I need to be done.
The best things in my life are right here in front of me. It is more than I deserve and I'm going to make sure that nothing gets in the way of it.
Fingers and toes crossed that this is the last time I have to start again.