Struggling

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Registered: 06-17-2010
Struggling
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Fri, 08-13-2010 - 12:16pm

It's day 3 of NC and I am struggling - I miss getting a text or email from him in the mornings and then chatting off and on all day

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Registered: 04-20-2009
In reply to: lellibee
Fri, 08-13-2010 - 12:34pm

Lellibee-
big hug. You have so much on your plate right now - ending the A, ending your M. Wow. that is a LOT to deal with. Take heart that you are going to be even more capable, more focused and much better off in the long run since you are taking control of your life, yourself and your future with integrity and character. You will not only survive this deep and dark place, you're going to come out of it all bright and shiny and WHOLE. I swear on a stack of Cosmos!

Stay strong. Keep fighting the good fight.
Best,
Dee

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Registered: 07-21-2010
In reply to: lellibee
Fri, 08-13-2010 - 1:22pm

Oh, lellibee, it is so very hard. I felt like things got worse instead of better over the

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Registered: 07-28-2009
In reply to: lellibee
Fri, 08-13-2010 - 1:38pm

Lots of prayers coming your way!!!!!


It will get better!!!

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Registered: 06-17-2010
In reply to: lellibee
Fri, 08-13-2010 - 2:24pm

Thanks so much Dee, Lynn and Jdv -


I honestly feel like my heart is in my throat and I'm struggling not to get emotional - what a wreck - you know it was so funny, the initial high of not feeling bereft and taking control of the situation - I was sure that maybe I was just "over" him - double ugh on that.

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Registered: 01-18-2010
In reply to: lellibee
Fri, 08-13-2010 - 2:30pm
I am around all weekend should you need to chat, you can even email me off the boards, if you would like...boards are slow but there are a few of us who are around all weekend too. You are not alone...
Luvin
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
Luvin
Yo Soy EL Capitan de Mi Vida
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Registered: 07-28-2009
In reply to: lellibee
Fri, 08-13-2010 - 2:54pm

L,


When the nights were at there roughest for me I would take a pain reliever with a sleep aide in it (OTC)