Gawd...am I glad to see I'm not the only one going through this pity party today....it has hurt like hell all day...he wasn't at work, which helped, but I know he will be tomorrow and days to come.
Gee, I hope the thing that would keep you apart is that he's gross, a coward, a user, and an abusive liar and you wouldn't have him if he came begging on bended knee! Gag.
Funny you should mention the bended knee...he actually did that after the 3rd time of running back to his W....I, against my better judgement, told him he could move in with me and got down on his knees and begged me to forgive him and PROMISED on bended knees that he would never, ever walk away from me again....mmm, yeah.
I just wanted to thank all of you again for your empathy and support and to let you know that I did NOT break NC and that I just rode out the bad feelings and woke up the next day thanking God that I wasn't so stupid as to break NC and start all over again.
I hope that my struggle (despite being 4 months out) and victory, helps someone else who's just started NC and feels like they might never get through it.
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Gawd...am I glad to see I'm not the only one going through this pity party today....it has hurt like hell all day...he wasn't at work, which helped, but I know he will be tomorrow and days to come.
Hi Ladies -
I just wanted to thank all of you again for your empathy and support and to let you know that I did NOT break NC and that I just rode out the bad feelings and woke up the next day thanking God that I wasn't so stupid as to break NC and start all over again.
I hope that my struggle (despite being 4 months out) and victory, helps someone else who's just started NC and feels like they might never get through it.
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