Struggling. I MISS HIM. Ugh.

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Registered: 10-04-2009
Struggling. I MISS HIM. Ugh.
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Mon, 02-08-2010 - 1:06pm

*Sigh*

NC since October 2, 2009.

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Registered: 11-02-2009
Mon, 02-08-2010 - 6:08pm
I completely understand where everyone is coming from and I just posted this morning about feeling like I am not able to breathe at times.
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Registered: 12-24-2008
Mon, 02-08-2010 - 6:08pm

Gawd...am I glad to see I'm not the only one going through this pity party today....it has hurt like hell all day...he wasn't at work, which helped, but I know he will be tomorrow and days to come.

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Registered: 04-20-2009
Mon, 02-08-2010 - 7:18pm
Gee, I hope the thing that would keep you apart is that he's gross, a coward, a user, and an abusive liar and you wouldn't have him if he came begging on bended knee! Gag.
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Registered: 12-24-2008
Mon, 02-08-2010 - 8:43pm
Funny you should mention the bended knee...he actually did that after the 3rd time of running back to his W....I, against my better judgement, told him he could move in with me and got down on his knees and begged me to forgive him and PROMISED on bended knees that he would never, ever walk away from me again....mmm, yeah.
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Registered: 04-04-2009
Tue, 02-09-2010 - 5:02am
LOL the "bended knees" thing is too funny ;-)
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Registered: 10-04-2009
Wed, 02-10-2010 - 5:02pm

Hi Ladies -


I just wanted to thank all of you again for your empathy and support and to let you know that I did NOT break NC and that I just rode out the bad feelings and woke up the next day thanking God that I wasn't so stupid as to break NC and start all over again.


I hope that my struggle (despite being 4 months out) and victory, helps someone else who's just started NC and feels like they might never get through it.

NC since October 2, 2009.

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