Tears. Ending Today. Help me get through
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| Fri, 11-05-2004 - 7:28am |
It's the, "Ending an Affair." DAY! Yeah, I knew it would come sooner or later. I do got some bad news, and good news, something help me make the decision a little easier.
Yesterday, I picked up my father and brought him to my home, Well, my father is like best friends with my other. Yeah, I do believe, they make best of friends. Anyway, my other always tells my dad he wants hang out with him at his place, since my dad lives alone in a big place. It had came to me like, Wow, that's sweet he wats to get close r to me.
BUT, Last night, my dad told not to tell anyone but that my other told him that he was seeing someone else, I thought my dad knew that the other was me, but it was not me! My other may have been referring to someone else. So I kept mouth shut, and continue to listen to his conversation. My dad said,G, which is my other, wanted to bring to 2 girls to his house one night, one for my dad and one for himself! I was like WHAT!? My dad knows nothing that I'm seeing this other. I was totally shock!!!! My dad says, that he cheating with his wife my heart dropped, I thought my dad knew something, but he didn't. It was all in my mind there another mistress in my others life is that some sh&%^T,? some besides his wife and me! I felt like I was at>>>> freaking Jerry Springer! Then, I think myself, can't that other mistress still be me be, and that maybe. he wants to admit to my dad he seeing me! I don't know, I'm confused & in tears.
They can't be another mistress when he always home other then with me! Or is that other mistress me? This is freaking bizarre.. Should I ask him? Or keep my mouth shut?? Anyways, that's the bad news. I feel as thou I was being used and I'm not that only secret mistress in his life that he wants so bad. I know I craved that attention. AHHHHHHHHH. Well, now, it made my "good-bye" an easier shot, BUT what if that other mistress is me? Wouldn't that be sweet? Help me you guys, PLEASE! Give me some sort of advice, if you come along this post, help a sister out on this> "Ending an Affair Support." I can't deal with this on my own. I have to say good-bye today. I will keep you updated!!! Please, stay tone to catch my tears...........................>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>CONTINUED PART 2
Edited 11/5/2004 4:15 pm ET ET by shiningstarxsx

Today is Friday, he never did call me, or anything in that nature. I couldn't tell that it's over. I do say, I did find out something extreme! Yes, it was true, he has another mistress! He is a total A*&^ hole.. Sorry for expression, but he used my father place where he lived to bring two females to F*&(K! One for my dad the other for himself. He used my father, that is so freaking nasty of him. I really dislike him. I'm glad that it ends this way because, it was already hard for me to let him go. He doesn't know, I know. He told my father not to tell anyone. Yeah, well, me and my dad close soooo, my dad told me without knowing that I had some kinda affair as well. Dag, is that something? I risk my 8yrs of BF, for a player! I'm sooooo glad I didn't sleep with him. I need a lot time to myself, really overwhelmed today. I may just rent a room and go away. I need cry. Now, I can say I'm in the right board. I appreciate any overcoming words from this message board. I need support.........