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tempted to break NC
| Sat, 02-28-2004 - 6:55pm |
I am having a REALLY hard time with this tonight. I don't exactly feel sad, I am just incredibly tempted to call him on the phone tonight. Today is exactly one week of NC and he hasn't tried to contact me, so I'm starting to think that it's easy for him and that he doesn't even miss me :( I can't call him... I can't...I can't...I can't!!!!

Don't do it, don't do it, dont't do it.
Be strong you can do this, you are to good to play second fiddle in his disfuntinal band.
Be proud of this first week don't blow it now.
Find something to do go out see a friend anything just stay NO CONTACT
GOOD LUCK STRONG WOMAN
Please think back to why you are doing NC to begin with. It is something that you need to do for you...it does get easier trust me. I thought I was going to die in the beginning...I remember when I got through three weeks, I was so proud of myself...I think after that it just got easier. A little easier each day...until those moments of panic and wanting to call him faded. Hang in there...try and distract yourself...anything to stop you from calling.
Jazzdiva
I am trying soooo hard to be strong. I think the only thing really stopping me from calling him is that I don't know if he is at work tonight or home with W. I feel like it's only a matter of time before I break down and call him though. I just want to hear his voice and know how he's doing :( uggghhh this is hard!!!!!
Her is a thought for you, if you break no contact you get to go back to square one and start all over again, how much fun would that be.
Here is a second thought for you if you truly care for him then you have to support him in doing NO CONTACT because thats what he is doing for the sake of his baby, he may have intial pleasure in hereing from you but how long before it turns into resentment for putting his future with is child at risk.
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Jazzdiva
No you don't sound crazy, you have been marked by a bad experience, it happens.
NC is a one day at a time thing so just take it that way it's the most you can do.
He is unlikely to drop dead suddenly unless his wife finds out you called and does him in (this was a joke).
But there always the obits in the local paper if you don't here anything (also a joke).
Song what your doing in keeping NO CONTACT is for the good of all involved, sometimes doing the right thing can be very hard.
You may not believe this but your going to come out of this a much stronger person with well defined rules for runing your life.
Remember your a tower of strength
F