Thinking about a fishing trip!
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|Wed, 11-21-2012 - 5:08am|
I have been thinking about fishing....I havent yet!
Ironically xAP is going interstate on a fishing trip with his mates this weekend I guess this is the trigger, knowing he is away from home without his family. I need advice on how to stop myself from sending that late night text or email... I find myself these last few nights waking at 3am thinking about what i would send, by morning i think "dont be stupid, NO FISHING" but ironically again, I am going away with my girlfriends for the weekend and no doubt we will be drinking etc and I am scared I am going to fish. I always thought I wasnt the addictive type, and couldnt understand why people cant quit smoking or lose weight, i would think just dont smoke...simple or dont have that pizza etc. Now I know exactly how they feel. I also know I have nothing to gain from fishing.....if i get no reply i will be upset, if i get a nasty reply i will be upset, if i get a nice reply i will be upset because i let myself down! I know its a no-win situation, so why do i want to fish?