Thinking out loud
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Thinking out loud
| Sun, 03-21-2004 - 5:14am |
XMM and I have had many conversations in the past where we have told each other that we are both were we needed to be. End of story, End of relationship. I have been real good at NC but he just can't seem to let go. I do not call him anymore, and he is always quick to comment on that. He tries to call me at least a 2 times a week, to check on me. I have to be nice cause he calls me at work. He knows I won't answer my cell.
My gut is telling me that he is still trying to hold on in hopes of a real relationship some day. Maybe I'm wrong and it's the ol',"string her along and maybe she'll give in again" plan.
I have been told by friends that he is hanging on cause I am a challenge to him and guys like a challenge. And that he is playing me.
I choose to continue to live my life like I am. No, my marriage is not picture perfect, but I am where I need to be. I'm getting happy again, thoughts of XMM are less & less, & I am going on with life.
Just thinking out loud.
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