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Registered: 11-08-2004
? for those out of their A'sfor a while?
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Wed, 01-19-2005 - 9:25am

xMM has always been a little reward to myself. Like after a weekend, on Mondays he was my "thing" to look forward to. Or after a vacation it was nice to have him to look forward to. So today is day 3 and we usually never go more than 2 days of NC so i guess it is instinctual for me to be looking for my fix and I realize I am not gettign it. One day will be the same as the next without my "reward". Does life eventually replace that?? Trust me I have a lot going on in my life but none like MM.

Just curious..not lookign for people to tell me to chmage my thinking. I am doign this my way and takign each thought an emotion as they come. Just wondering if anyone else felt that way and how it changed or improved!

Thanks

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Registered: 09-16-2004
Wed, 01-19-2005 - 11:07am


I have been out of the affair since Aug 04. Yes when the healing truly begins it just becomes the one day same as the next. I guess it all depends on the individual and how you are dealing with the ending. For me it is one day same as the next. I wish you lots of luck.

Ladybug

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Registered: 11-08-2004
Wed, 01-19-2005 - 12:24pm

Thanks ladybug

I have been followign your story a bit. I appreciate your input. I know I will feel better, eventually. Just tryign to work it all out.

thanks

bria

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Registered: 09-16-2004
Wed, 01-19-2005 - 12:38pm

Your Welcome,

This is a process. One day at a time is how I dealt with this, There are good days and very bad ones, trust me I know, but eventually you get through this. I also have dealt with this as best as I could, I have no regrets but I do feel so much better that it is over.

Good Luck, If I can be of any help I am here for you.

Ladybug....