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Thought of the day
| Thu, 04-01-2004 - 3:49pm |
So here are my thoughts for the day!
I will not contact him!!
My time is valuable and he's not worth it!
All the effort and energy can be put towards a good cause! (like getting my eyebrows waxed:-))
I will not contact him!
I love myself more than this!
Anyone else need to share some thoughts?

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Today I am counting my blessings. I've got a lot of them. I don't need him anymore!!!!
My thought today that is keeping me going:
Strength displays integrity which ultimately can spawn desire and respect. It is
not a game....it's the truth. Be strong!!!
I want him but can never have him.
Most of all I want his respect and if I stick to my decision and stay away, hopefully, I will have that. If I am weak and give it....I blow it!
Funny you should use the Disneyworld analogy! It was during his family vacation to Disneyland that I decided it was time to bring things to a screeching halt. He had no clue as far as I know about how I had already decided it was time to bring things to a close. My husband knew, but he knew/knows me better than even I know myself.
Anyway, when GB came over after his vacation, yes, my house was the first place he went even before work, he brought me a gift form his vacation. It was so sweet, a Mickey Mouse pen and Mickey's my hero. I kept the pen and told him to leave.
I was ready for the reality of my relationship with Sean, no more fantasy with GB. I knew I would never live with him, much less marry him! I knew that if I didn't live with Sean, I would be living alone. Sean is my best friend/partner and most wonderful lover.
~Chris~
PS: It'll be two years this Easter.
Clarice
"If you always do what you've always done, you'll always get what you've always got" After four years of repeating the same cycle over and over again - I finally get this!!!
Another thought I had today was the analogy of a fire...The affair was the fire - hot, steamy burning out of control, clouding my vision...destroying and devastating everything in its path (my relationships with others - mostly my husband)...powerful and all consuming. I have to fight to ensure every ember of that fire gets put out and then nurture the burned soil so that new growth can begin again. New healthy life...peaceful once again.
Good for you!
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