Thanks for posting to show others how even when you have time and distance on your side if we crack the door and allow just a few communications it can blow the NC door off the hinges.
Some alcoholics can not go into a liquor store. I've mention before that one recovering addict mentioned to me that he cannot be around Sunny-D because it reminds him too much of a Tequila Sunrise. The statements in
Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.
I know how you feel...last week i got a call from my xaps home number (one i didnt think to block cuz he NEVER called me from it) I was out xmas shopping and just seeing the number on my caller ID made me have to sit down and i literally started to shake uncontrolably....That was after 4+ weeks on total NC. I didnt answer and he called 2 more times b4 i was able to get online and block it..but it left me dazed and confused for a few days...but because i remained NC ..i got back on track quite quickly...feeling more empowered and confident in myself! So this was a test to you..and you passed! be happy and proud of you!! You"ll feel better soon!
"Women can fake orgasms but men can fake entire relationships" -Sharon Stone
I am with you!!! and you have come such an amazing long way!! This was a bump in the road...a small bump...u did what you needed to to make sure the care was ok and will continue on your journey. Keep it up...and although it seems inconvenient, if you have to change the number...do so, it so worth it. My heart never skips a beat when my phone goes off...ever.
So very sorry Lynn,
Thanks for posting to show others how even when you have time and distance on your side if we crack the door and allow just a few communications it can blow the NC door off the hinges.
Some alcoholics can not go into a liquor store. I've mention before that one recovering addict mentioned to me that he cannot be around Sunny-D because it reminds him too much of a Tequila Sunrise. The statements in
Whether you think you can or you think you can't you are probably right. A parrot can repeat what it has learned but the mark of true intelligence is applying what is learned.
Merry go Round?
I know how you feel...last week i got a call from my xaps home number (one i didnt think to block cuz he NEVER called me from it) I was out xmas shopping and just seeing the number on my caller ID made me have to sit down and i literally started to shake uncontrolably....That was after 4+ weeks on total NC. I didnt answer and he called 2 more times b4 i was able to get online and block it..but it left me dazed and confused for a few days...but because i remained NC ..i got back on track quite quickly...feeling more empowered and confident in myself! So this was a test to you..and you passed! be happy and proud of you!! You"ll feel better soon!
-Sharon Stone
Oh Lynn...I'm so sorry!
THANK YOU LADIES!
I guess I need to try and see the good points here...
Edited 1/3/2010 8:01 pm ET by classy01
I AM, I AM !! Guess who is back ??